mood swings?

i didn't know i had them. but apparently, now i do. eek. scary stuff. last night i was all prepared to write my essay. i didn't. then i called my mom, and we talked and i got depressed. not cuz my mom did anything, she didn't, not at all. she actually did very nice things for me. for example, she dropped off my registration for the food safe course. but the depressing thing was that i didn't really want to go and spend 8 hours in portage listening to someone tell me how to wash my hands and handle food when i've been there for a year! my mom also made an appointment to have my mole checked out. well, again, i've been planning to do this for awhile, but then i realized, if i get it removed, i have to go to the hospital and get needles and "surgery"!! that also made me not so happy. but! then after i was gloomy for a few minutes, i called my little sister back, and she told me about her life, and it made me happy again! and then i went for a long walk with steph and i was tired, but happy. i feel almost as if i'm reliving my teen years, because i never went through the boy-crazy, mood-swing time. Oh Lord, i pray not!

my sweater smells funny. and that is not helping me want to be at school right now either. oh, man, but i'm whiny today! i have bible study tonight!!! happy thoughts, happy thoughts....i get to go home in 2 days!!! janet will have her baby soon!! i finished the baby hat!!! i started annie's coming home present!!! i'll probably get to play hockey in a week!! jen and eva are going to mexico!!! okay. how was that for happy thoughts? thank you. oh, but this mole has caused me trouble....