the verdict is (almost) in

well, autopac declared my car a write-off. after first saying it wasn't, then changing their minds. so my parents went to look at it today and my mom said it was strange, knowing someone had been there, seeing the stuff thrown around, broken, etc. they brought me everything in the car...what was stolen? well, my baseball bat (now i have no way to beat off the boys!), my baseball windbreaker from my old ball days, my lawn chair, umbrella, my sunglasses, my homeless loonie (surprise, surprise!) and my low winter boots. but - i am trying to choose to praise the Lord - i have my mittens, my toques, snowpants, expensive winter boots, my runners, my just married sign (ha, holly!) and my baseball cap. and my tapes from YWAM, which were irreplaceable. so thank you Jesus. i will be glad. it feels really weird not seeing my car, though. not having some closure, and knowing, yes, those things are gone, my car is broken in places and i couldn't do anything to stop it. the next big decision to be made is whether or not to buy the car back and get it fixed and safetied....if it's worth it or not. so you can still help me pray about that.... thanks everyone for being there for me.... even if no one really understands (except tanya!). we'll see what happens....