Friday, September 08, 2006

and the winner is...

ièm not really a winner. this keyboard is a loser. i canèt type apostrophes. or question marks. i apologize. i wish i had more time to sit and process and order my thoughts. i donèt have a computer yet, but my new and precious macbook should be arriving next week sometime. perhaps then i will have words to put on this screen.

a thought on the lines at the bookstore: i really wanted to tackle a bookstore employee, steal their shirt, and then scootch to the front of the line. luckily my imagination never affects my actions.

iève been quite frustrated with myself lately. maybe itès a reaction to leaving camp, but i feel very out of touch with my emotions and my heart. my head is constantly saying things that i canèt connect to my spirit at all. fragmented would be a good word. gah. maybe whatès hard to do is to think about my own emotions and thoughts now, after a summer of putting them aside to listen to others and deal with their emotions. where is that balanceÉ (silly keyboard). i loved helping other people, but how do you make sure that you arenèt just turning yourself offÉ i donèt know. i do know that God is good and worth seeking. and so i will continue and keep learning about how much i donèt know.

3 comments:

Holly said...

it looks like you're typing french.

Jerry James said...

For you Marcia . . .
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liz said...

i dont know what to say to help. but you can do it. just keep seeking. and i can help you fix your keyboard. on the left-hand side press alt and shift. that should help. your keyboard is just in the french setting. you're amazing.